Hey, it has been a long time since I wrote about a God moment. I have had so many since my last post. I am going to try and get some of them posted later but first I want to talk about a recent one that got me thinking about a lot of things.
I have been really sick for the past month and a half. Over the past weekend I went to the ER for a lot of vomiting and dehydration. While I laid there on a bed that would make gravel feel comfortable with an IV in my arm, I couldn't help be feel like I was dying (extreme I know, but take into consideration its me). I began to tear up cause I was afraid of never being healthy again. I used to have so many goals in life. Some goals were big, some small, some practical, and some ridiculous, but all seemed unattainable.
After coming home from the hospital and going to the doctor the next day to get blood tests and to get new medication, I realized that what was going on in the hospital room was God pinning me to that table and telling me to WAKE UP!!!
You see, I'm not perfect. I have done many stupid things in my 22 years of living. Even though I will more than likely do stupid things in the future, I have decided to make sure these stupid things will no longer affect my health and well-being. Yes mom, you may want to print that and put it on the fridge as evidence.
I like the song The Climb, and I feel it expresses my feelings exactly! Read the lyrics below and think of what mountains you have in your life that you need to climb, and remember that God is always going to be there do it. Thanks for reading my blog and don't forget to spread the Jesus!
GOD BLESS!
I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high
There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on
